this is me

philipthedark @ 2006-09-03T00:56:00

2006-09-03T07:56:41Z

okey lj is dead

NEw Bass guitar

2006-08-26T05:10:02Z

so i am learing to play bass not an got a sick ass Schetore dimoned series C-4 bass it sooooooooo pretty an sound great!

philipthedark @ 2006-08-10T00:18:00

2006-08-10T07:18:42Z

i serch the world for somthing an can never find it, but what am i lookin for?

stuffs an other other stuffs

2006-08-09T00:03:44Z

1. Age:
2. Single or Taken:
3. Favorite Movie:
4. Favorite Song:
5. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:
6. Dirty or Clean:
7. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of LiveJournal?
2. What's your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if I asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

sounds of the under gorund was sick

2006-07-30T18:01:56Z

its was a sick ass conecrt

hey new band coming soon

2006-07-22T01:32:18Z

hey all i have a new project coming soon, trying industril with a few amazing musicans coming soon

philipthedark @ 2006-07-13T20:59:00

2006-07-14T03:59:31Z

You scored as XIII: Death. Death is probably the most well known Tarot card - and also the most misunderstood. Most Tarot novices would consider Death to be a bad card, especially given its connection with the number thirteen. In fact this card rarely indicates literal death.Without "death" there can be no change, only eventual stagnation. The "death" of the child allows for the "birth" of the adult. This change is not always easy. The appearance of Death in a Tarot reading can indicate pain and short term loss, however it also represents hope for a new future.

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XIII: Death

94%

XVI: The Tower

81%

II - The High Priestess

81%

XI: Justice

81%

VIII - Strength

69%

XIX: The Sun

63%

0 - The Fool

56%

IV - The Emperor

56%

III - The Empress

50%

I - Magician

44%

X - Wheel of Fortune

38%

VI: The Lovers

31%

XV: The Devil

Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You?
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some of you might want to read

2006-07-10T04:29:17Z

so I have started to look at my life an see its going down hill, where did I go wrong I have been back stabbed but I stabbed some one else out of this all. An it is hurting me a lot to even talk about it, but I have to get it off my chest, there is only some people that cares to read this maybe one or two people.
an I know its been a wile sense I have written in this an some of you who read this just do it to see if I am "talking shit" an I really don’t care about any one at this moment only about the women I hurt,
but I talked to one of my best friends about what happened an he made sense but why cant I see it, why must I hurt my self to see it why MUST I FUCKING GO THREW THIS SELF DESTRUTIVE PAIN!!!!!
The best friend’s I can almost count them on one hand, oh wait I can now!
A to add to it, it’s a full moon oh yay.............
but I don’t know if it was back stabbing I mean its telling a good friend something I guess, but I was hurt in the prose’s, hurt worst then I think I have ever been hurt before an yes it is my fault if I could I would go back an stop all of it from happing, I went from being .
"Phil- some dude that quite and doesn’t say much" to "Phil-WHO the FUCK AM I!?"
An in that change I lost friends a gained a lost again.
an now I hurt an wonder if I am a peace of shit, if I am not worth anything, if I should leave every thing behind, because I hurt some one that I guess loved because shit it was the strongest feeling towards a person and yes maybe I was infatuated with her,
Again fuck it I don’t care if she knows, to me she was perfect and if this is the end of our friend ship (I hope not) I have to get it out.
All it took was a smile from her face to put one on mine an it only took the littlest things from her to make me happy, but I am only human an it starts to get to the breaking point where it must be said and I still think She might of played with my head unknowingly.
Because people know how I did care about her and would have done anything for her.
But she always looks over that fact,
So I am very sorry for what I did an I know that wont fix it thou.
I honestly don’t know who that fuck I am anymore I need to be put back together an start over or something I don’t know
SO TO ALL THOUSE I HAVE HURT I AM SORRY I AM SORRY FOR EVERY THING!

philipthedark @ 2006-06-11T20:05:00

2006-06-12T03:06:37Z

last night was fun good show good after party god friends
i think a part of my noise is broke an a few scaps an brusid from the pit

NEW LIFE, NEW STARTS, NEW ENDING TO MY STORY OF LIFE

2006-06-03T02:14:26Z

So People who don't read this anymore probably but i wont to give a little update of my life,
1. I can get almost anything i need)
2. I have a job that pay 9$ an hour an get-en raises!
3. I have another job if i ever want it making 10.50 but harder work
4. I have a few friends now that i can trust with almost anything
5. I have a kick ass band i am in!
6. I live rent Free!
7. My room is being redone.
8. I know that if its not a Girl Friend there is at least some girl out there that loves me!
9. I am a college student who is going for a masters
10.I am happy about all those things now in my life, so now it is time to get every thing i wanted to get done , done an be a adult....or at least try to be.

What the fuck happend to CV

2006-05-07T10:03:59Z

Okey what the fuck happend to this little town, my friend got jumped buy 3 black guys an tried to rob him, my friends okey some what . but what the hell i tell people an there not surprised. if my town is going down the drain i am doing somthing to stop it i just dont know what yet,

stuff

2006-04-26T07:05:18Z

okey i am still after the girl an she is still likes me so fuck it i am her friend an what ever happens happens

philipthedark @ 2006-04-22T08:49:00

2006-04-22T15:50:35Z

after the nice day of thursdAy night she broke my heart on saterday morning

intersting night......

2006-04-21T12:28:29Z

today i woke up worked on a guitar to put togather an then went to a friends house there me him an a sertain femal hung out an the hole time we wanted to kiss an cuddle each other but could sence she had a BF we held off. so me an him an her went our difrent ways sence we where hanging out i went to the plant an played good music.
so i left from the plant"the place i pratice at"went on bart an arrived in CV an met my friend dan so me an him hang out around town then got to my place, then a sertain some one calls tellin me she is walkin home alone an will be home alone an asked if we want to hang, i said yes of course i am intersted in this girl even thou she has a BF both our felin are very strong for each other, so we are hangin out from 10-2 with all difrent friends of our an me an her just feelin where to strong keeped flirten an stuff, so finely its 4:30 an i need to get home, so em an her hug each other an i dident want to leave but had so she looked at me in the eyes an we stoped form kissing one another the hoel night an finly she kissed me on the cheek an then i kissed her on the check an what not an we stoped then we went out side an i was about to leave i gave her one hug an then she said "i want to kiss you so bad" an i said " i want to kiss you.." an she took my face gently in one hand an kissed me an i kissed her, an now i feel like shit becouse she cheated on her bf an so does she goodnight!

girls friends love an all that jazz

2006-04-18T01:57:08Z

well there is stuff going on in my life good an bad, the good thing is i have a band that is starting to go some where an it is my goal right now, an right below that there is the secound part of my life, college. an tell this day i look at my life an wonder when the hell did this happen i thought i was going to go in the military when i was a sofmore an then i thought i was going to stop school all togather but never did i found out that i want to do music an things to do with music,
okey an now for the title i figure most of you who might read this probley dont care much for me for reason i wont menchen or care about honestly, becouse well mine probley gets read buy few but yea.
so this is a story about a girl who came into my life a wile ago one that i care about a lot an what she does with her life, why becouse she can do so much an well as time went one we got to know each other better an grew close an all of a sudden she is single,i we talked an stuff an she got back with her bf i gave her advice (yes it was helpfull an not agenst the guy i said waht ever makes her happy is important)
so she breaks up with him again about a month ago me an her hang out an we are seeing each other but not BF an GF an we have a fight an she goes an gets drunk an winds up with this guy who she has feelings for just as strong as her feelings are for me(we where never going out so i never got mad it was open) an then she breaks up with him after a week becouse a bunch of problems an stuff an then she is single an goes to my last show an tell me this moring as we talked for 5 hours of more that the hole time she wanted to kiss me an i wanted to kiss her but we dident to shy to an i was worried if i did i might of goten slaped,
but she said i wouldent of so after this long talk she is disding what will happen an what ever happend ill be behind her like how i have always been,
alright that me venting later kids

THE POUND TODAY AT NINE PM

2006-04-15T09:59:15Z

HELLO ALL LONG TIME NO SEE,
OKEY I HAVE A SHOW TONIGHT AT THE POUND AGIAN ALL AGES DOORS OPEN AT 7
COST IS WELL I DONT REMMEBER RIGHT NOW ALRIGHT HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE AN I MISS HANGING WITH SOME OF YOU ALRIGHT GOOD NIGHT

philipthedark @ 2006-03-27T10:38:00

2006-03-27T18:39:14Z

next show at the pound april 15
slims april first
12 galaxies 21 an up april 2nd

guitar god

2006-03-24T18:51:09Z

i met the guitar god, joe satriani the best technical guitar play around an i met him an got my guitar sighned it was awsome

yo yo

2006-03-12T06:08:13Z

so i am a little tired of people ripping on religons a little, becuse i sat down an thought about it, every one in some point of there life neeeds somthing belive in an not every one is strong enogh to belive in them self, so i say this, dont pull some one down just becouse they have a religon or go to church becouse you dont belive in it, if yo uhave to rip some one down an make them feel bad or defind what they belive in then thats sad on yuor part, now if they are forcing it on you like badly okey defend you self or if they are hipacrits then okey defend your self an but do not rip them down just to make your self feel better least be justice afied

update of life for all who give a shiznat

2006-03-09T00:17:54Z

so....i got swap boots they are awsoem i am happy, i like my cats still but these are awsome, my band has shows on april 1 and april 2

April 1st,
Slims SF
time, i dont know the thing starts at 10 am
all ages

April 2nd
12 galaxies (or how ever you spell it )
21 an up
our set is at 9 the doors open at 7 alright thats all really
have a good night peoples

i got a moshpit an yea an yea

2006-02-25T09:42:49Z

people say i do good job makes me happy! people say i am good showmen makes me happy! people say i look hot an cute makes me happy! having a hug moshpit that i proud of makes me happy! so my first show was fucking fan tastic

WEEEEEEEEEE

2006-02-23T20:46:03Z

Denise (bassest in band an cool perosn an soem who read this know her) an i are having our show tomarrow night!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WEEEEEEEEEEEE WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE okey i am happy, i lost my voice an now its back weeeeeeeeeeeeee so wseeeeeeeeeeeee

not hurt but

2006-02-23T08:05:06Z

well i did not get hurt but hey it was nice wile it lasted an that all i can say

it was bound to happen again

2006-02-20T03:08:21Z

i will put my heart out in the open again an lets see if i get hurt again, hopfully i wont but the pain takes a strong person to fight threw the pain an go on with there life an put there heart out there to take the pain again, now i wait to see if that pain it brought back to my heart,
an i wait.....but i am intersted to see if i do get hurt again or if i have a difrent out come, there is always hope for a difrent out come an lets see if that hope is not in vain, that all...

my pre show

2006-02-18T03:15:58Z

okey we are having a pre show this sat...tomarrow at the place where we partice my first show in fornt of people hope i do good alright thats all later an if you want to go ask its free